Motivation

I now know of 11 people that have either given birth in the last 2 months or are pregnant. To be honest, it is just motivation for me to keep going with my diet. I have plateaued. I want FRENCH FRIES!! I want FRIED DILL PICKLES, or anything fried for that matter. But, if I look at a fry, I say, "that fry wont get you any closer to your dream". I am telling you, it is the best motivation in the world. #1 is the desire for a child #2 is seeing and being around other children They are such a joy.
I do get hurt, so I dont want to go all Pollyanna on ya'll. I do get hurt when things in this infertility battle do not go as planned. Actually, NOTHING so far has gone like we thought. But it brings me peace when I can hear a child laugh or get a hug. All children are such a blessing.

SO here are the diet stats:
-12 pounds
no fried food (have wavered once since Jan 25)
eating as many fruits as I can in a day (usually 2-3)
Walking everyday (thanks to my furbabies that bug the snot outta me until I get up and go)
Drinking tons of water

I am at a plateau right now. Hoping that the hard work will pay off when I hop on the scale the next time!