AH HA Moment

I had a joyous vacation. Enjoyed piddling in my yard, some sunshine, some quality time with Angel, just wonderful. I feel renewed and refreshed. I was swimming on Sunday and said, " It doesn't get any better than this." The sun was shining, birds chirping, and the laundry was DONE! ;)
Ya'll remember, I panicked a little while back when I couldn't find my embryo picture from my transfer in January, that failed. I don't know what came over me. I couldn't find it and it sent me into orbit. I guess, figuratively, it was like losing them all over again. But anyway, I was looking in my address book for something, I have pages and stuff tucked all in there, and in the L's I found my embryo picture. I can't tell you the peace that fell over me. Instead of seeing them in my mind's eye, I could see the real deal. I vaguely do remember putting them in there. I guess I wanted to keep them close to me, and I carry my address book everywhere.
Other things are going well. I am continuing my exercise routine and the food thing, but I'm at a plateau again. Can't seem to get past the -20 pound mark. I'm just going to keep working at it. I have slacked off the last couple weeks with the food stuff. Gotta get back to eating tons of fruit and drinking all my water.
Thanks for all the well wishes, I'm on the road to emotional recovery.