Im thinking on several things. I have had no real revelations on any of them, just thought I'd throw out there what is going on in my head.
1- I have loved living my dream for the last 12 weeks and can't contain my excitement for the wonderful things to look forward to for the rest of my life.
2- I have a guilty feeling for being on this side of IF. After 5+ years, I never thought THIS would be me.
3- Thinking back on about year 3 of IF, I put so much importance on the giving birth experience. It was an experience, I'm glad to have had it. But the reason why I'm glad is that I got a baby boy out of it.
4- Im already thinking about those 3 totsicles we have in the freezer and about another go at this. Still have to lose some weight, so it will be a little while. :O) Are two miracles too much to ask for?
AND if the next FET doesn't work, will we go through all this again? If I had to answer right now, the answer would be no.
5- I have been so blissfully happy since we found out that we were preggo, and that is coming up on year ago now. WHOA time flies!
6 comments:
I love that picture of you two. Glad to hear an update from you. And I get the pregnancy thing--its a means to an end. A beautiful end, too.
Best Wishes for the New Year!
What a beautiful photograph! I hear you on the guilt thing, guilt seems to follow me wherever I go these days.
Enjoy your little man!
xx
I feel guilty too...like how dare I ask for a 2nd when others are still waiting on a 1st.
I love that picture of the two of you.
Ahhh, what a sweet pic. I love it! I hear you on the guilt thing...thus the falling off the radar, but I'm back now. Thank you for finding me!
I will e-mail you soon! Miss you!
Your son is BEAUTIFUL! Congrats!
Beautiful family, I think it is perfectly reasonable for you to still have the dream of multiple children. I wish you all the best.
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