Friday, June 27, 2008
Hi ya'll! TGIF. Its been a rough week. That tickle in my throat ended up being the plague. I was out a lot last week, feeling... oh so good. The sinus funk is still hanging around along with a cough. I have been busy reading blogs... and reading blogs. Its hard to keep up with everyone. I feel like I have 5000 friends and we all have so much in common. I have been renewed with hope at the announcement of BFP's lately. Ive also been touched by the out pouring of emotions that surrounds the not-so-grand side of IF. Some have celebrated birthdays and anniversaries of all kinds. Basically, I've just been soaking it all in, and being very grateful to be a part of the blogosphere. This is such a unique opportunity for us all. Can you imagine where you would be emotionally if this was 25 years ago? ART was in its infant stages, and a Commodore 64 was the bomb! No one had heard of the internet. WHOA, boggles the mind. I think back on women I've known without children and I think that if they had been born in this day and time, a child might have been a possibility for them. They lead fulfilling lives, but now I recognize that "something missing". I'm thankful to be able to share my thoughts and emotions with women that truly care and know all too well what I'm going through. Since I am still somewhat an in the closet infertile, I have a place where I can come to spew my emotions, however raw they may be. If I didn't have ya'll, I think I would have exploded by now. Thanks for being so awesome! Congrats to all that have experienced good things in the last little while. My heart goes out to those with not-so-grand news, and my sisters that are like me, hanging out... waiting, I pray for renewed hope.